Once Upon a Time.

Heyhey,

It’s been quite a while since I’ve last updated my tumblr. A LOT have been happening lately. Both, good and bad. On my 27th birthday, my darling was supposed to give me something from overseas. But then unfortunately, it broke while on the cargo. So as in return, he bought me this cute little teddybear which I hugged every night and every day.

Then what’s next? Well, things are going great with my other half except that we do have our own ups and downs. Around 10th of December, I went on a trip with the family to Pangkor Island. It was a nice trip, and Pangkor was beautiful. The spoiler was the hotel. The hotel was a really huge disappointment. Fairly cleaned room, stained bathroom, and problematic wiring. There was this one time when my maid turn on the lights and a huge “BOM!” sound came. It was really shocking but yet it was funny. Heh. Now then, moving on  to the next part of my story. There was this night where we decided to have dinner in the hotel, and while we were sitting at our tables, the chinese guy beside us screamed like a mad man calling his children. I got shocked and mood just got wrong. I left the table for a few minutes to chill my self up. Next day was just our trip going back to Subang.

I got nothing to update, really. Let’s just hope I’d update this blog, everyday. I’m not really keeping my words though :p

Today, an incident happened. That particular incident may have brought change to myself. I’ve learnt that perhaps some things are just meant to be left inside. Hurt is what comes out from the action I’ve made. From now on, I won’t tell him how I feel anymore.

I think, it’s for the best. No fights. No arguments. No misunderstandings. Maybe someday all of this would fade away from my memory but this one promise is what I’ll try to keep in mind and remember. A promise to not tell my feelings. Yes, I’m down. What else is there to do? If I’m alone left stress, there’ll be broken toys, glass or if I’m unfortunate, GADGETS will be destroyed too. Let’s just hope I’ll forget what’s not needed and remember what’s needed. God knows, how long will I last.

Would you like to suck on this type of dick ? :)

I prefer Kesha over Taylor though. :)

PS: I still am a Linkin Park fan. <3